I often find myself stopping everything I am doing... sitting down... a smile on my face, tears of happiness rolling down my face... remembering how much of a wonderful girlfriend I have... all the memories we have already made... how far we have come from that very moment it started... at times it's an overwhelming sadness, being so far away... for the both of us... these past few weeks have very much been tough, the distance has seemed to have become more potent... the urge to see you... to be with you... I feel I'd sacrifice anything just to be with the sole being that makes me happy in life... my place in life is well and truly by your side Paula... I promise you this, with the entirety of my love I feel for you... no matter how hard it gets... how hard it will be to make our future life together more than a dream... I will never give up... I will never stop, I will do everything out of my power to achieve our main life goal...